fuck the grammar i'm ot in the mood for that i need to get that out of my head and fastI don't know what's happening to me. One second it's okay and then bum! all my world is broken. I don't know what I'm gonna do with my life, I don't want it to continue, please stop, not so fast, I can't choose what to loose first.
Right now I'm feeling like the greatest looser of the universe and i hate this, universe and myself. Screw this, I'm already oh so failed I don't want next chapters.
"Да ты хоть знаешь, какая он клевая, эта сраная жизнь". Um. Right now, no, I don't think i do.
I've liked (I'm afraid to write love but maybe that what it was) one person and he was like shit to me. I don't even think I can like another one because well I don't and almost the year passed.
I'm too lazy for life that sometimes after talking with mum which suppose to help me I think about really bad stuff and that it will be oh so much easier for me just to die, because I don't care about anything.
Just leave me in my own world where I'll rot.
I'm emotional unstable and this note is made just for my emptiness.
I'm too lonely in that world and too busy in the world of my dreams and illusions that someday I'll go through those world and dissapear completely.
total emptiness
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